This is a hard post for me because I"ve always had a hard time admitting when I was Wrong.
Several months ago, I was trying hard to keep the Valentines Deadline I had set for myself (as you know I didn't make it). The circumstances about all this are really moot, but needless to say one night at 2am I was desperately trying to get the video on line. It was not going well and then while I was uploading someone called attention to a comment made on one of our post from Joe. All caps and (at that time seemed) was demanding pics of Pito and I fucking. When I went to look at his comment it had fucked up my download and had to be started all over, and I just went off.
Now the wrong thing about this is, I went off on Joe on his Own facebook wall for his comment. I really wish I had thought about it first or even realize who Joe was at the time because looking back and knowing Joe like we did, I feel sure he was only playing with us (he is known for being a clown). Now I'm not saying I"m sorry just because I realize it was Joe - what I did had no excuse not matter who posted the comment. But knowing him as Pito and I did I am very sorry to him and even though I do feel he was joking (now) my post on his wall was at best - Very Uncalled for.
I realize the trust is broken and I do not expect this to change anything. But here it is.
Joe I am very sorry for disrespecting your page and even you, no matter if the comment was made as a joke or not my reaction was wrong. I wish you all the best man.
Sincerly,
Rick Talons
Several months ago, I was trying hard to keep the Valentines Deadline I had set for myself (as you know I didn't make it). The circumstances about all this are really moot, but needless to say one night at 2am I was desperately trying to get the video on line. It was not going well and then while I was uploading someone called attention to a comment made on one of our post from Joe. All caps and (at that time seemed) was demanding pics of Pito and I fucking. When I went to look at his comment it had fucked up my download and had to be started all over, and I just went off.
Now the wrong thing about this is, I went off on Joe on his Own facebook wall for his comment. I really wish I had thought about it first or even realize who Joe was at the time because looking back and knowing Joe like we did, I feel sure he was only playing with us (he is known for being a clown). Now I'm not saying I"m sorry just because I realize it was Joe - what I did had no excuse not matter who posted the comment. But knowing him as Pito and I did I am very sorry to him and even though I do feel he was joking (now) my post on his wall was at best - Very Uncalled for.
I realize the trust is broken and I do not expect this to change anything. But here it is.
Joe I am very sorry for disrespecting your page and even you, no matter if the comment was made as a joke or not my reaction was wrong. I wish you all the best man.
Sincerly,
Rick Talons
Rick, I accept your apology for the simple reason I don't like nor want to carry animosity against you or anyone. There's only been a few times in my life where I've been very upset at people that crossed me but I can assure you're not one of them. As far as making demands : I really wasn't. I guess it was more of a request. By now, I'm sure you have realized those are coming more and more by your ever growing fan base.
ReplyDeletePlease understand one thing and I'm quoting a bud :
"There are additional personal risks, professional and career risks, and legal risks involved with producing and performing in gay porn. I know many guys reading this have come out of the closet, but have you come out of the closet to the whole world with millions of people having access to your sexually explicit promotional images and videos on the web? The world looks down on and marginalizes porn stars. Even people who like porn don’t want their children to grow up to be porn stars. It can be worse for gay porn stars."
I wish you and Pito much success. But just understand that once you cross the line into the public spotlight, your private life will never be the same.
BIG HUGS man.