Rick Talons - I Quit!

The stress is building and I'm sorry to say I am buckling under the pressure.  The Hurry Up and Wait attitude we've been getting from the Military for over a year has held things up beyond belief!  We have so much going on and can't do a fucking thing until Pito gets to retire. 


We live in an area of a City which we just can't stand and have been dieing to move for over a year now.  We have been plagued with Baby Mama Drama since I can't remember which has put us at the beginning of what will no doubt be a very nasty custody case.


The Site it's self is very close to being done - as I know you all will be happy to hear, but we can't get anything off the drawing board as far as filming.  It has proven impossiable to find anyone around here to hold the camera on Pito and I - so showing videos of us fucking is out of the question right now.  Along with not being able to get a camera crew together, finding talent for in front of the camera has become even a bigger chore.  We thought we had a couple models lined up along the way but they have lives and something comes up where they can't follow though.  Of course many guys on facebook have offered to be in our videos, but many are too far away or just not what we are looking for.


Now the pressure of this site has been unreal!  Trying to build the fucking thing, the expense of camera's, computers, software, out sorcing graphic work in order to have a kick ass looking site, buying the domain, copyrite and trademarks.  We have a lot of change in this shit already and nothing coming in and no light at the end of the tunnel.  Along with crew issures this bitch has even determinded where we are going to relocate.  Now how fucked up is that?


Now I've been trying to say for months that I wasn't feeling this - please refer to my post on "Being the White Half" .  Those feelings have not changed and if anything gotten worse.  I'm a 44 year old White man who goes to the Gym - you can't throw a hand full of corn without hitting a dozen of us.  As D. said, "nothing special".


I want to forget the whole thing and lick our wounds, but I'm sure Pito wont feel the same.  So if he insist on pursuing I'll be happy to stay behind the sceens and run the shit.  (Another stereotype realized)  I gave up the facebook accout, but will put one up under my real name later on to keep up with a hand full of buds on there that I have made along the way. 


Pito will still be there so don't worry.  I personally believe facebook consumes way too much of his time, but he's always been our Public Relations man and he's very good at it.  And lets face it, he's the one 80% of you wanna see anyway.  Finally, to all you dudes who pay dozens complements to Pito on how sexy his man is - you ain't foolin' no one, if you thought I was hot you would have told me yourself (as many have - ty).


Peace
Rick Talons

STM Is Giving Models Choice

I really have been doing a lot of thinking since the last post about what kind of content we want to show or be known for.  Of course Pito and I personally are a BareBack couple, does that mean that we promote BB Sex?  Hell no, if anything We've always taken a stance towards Safer Sex especially with Anonymous Partners. 


I want to show a quote from the warning page of Ty Lattimore's Site,

"Some of the material within this website display sex without the use of condoms. TLE does not in anyway endorse the practice of unsafe/unprotected sex. The choice of sex without a condom is between you and your partner."

Now as many times as I personally have checked out Ty's site (and it's a hot one men!), I never noticed this at the bottom of his warning page until just the other day.  I don't know if Ty himself wrote this or his Laywer's, but I really like the last part.  (and i''m thinking we might wanna add something similiar)  As in life whether it be with a life partner, a hook up, a sceen partner on a porn set - We feel the choice to wear a condom should be between the consenting adults. 


I know there are a lot of people out there lieing about their status for whatever reason - I can't tell you how many people I know of today that are HIV+ that have public profiles that claim they are NEG.  They go around having unprotected sex with countless anonymous partners spreading God knows what to anyone they can.  I even found out the other day that there are blogs where people lie about their shit and keep tallys on how many they infect with this or that. 
Come on guys, where is the thinking? 


I will tell you right here and now, if I catch someone trying to give me or mine some shit - it's all over but digging the hole!  Notice how carefully I said that?  I once got in trouble for telling someone I was gonna "Snap Their Neck!"  LOL  Fucking Pussy's


In hope of avoiding people/models faking test results in order to work for our company we are going to use a Models Choice Poilcy.  We will require STD Testing not to discriminate but for the safety of others.  We don't care if you are POZ or NEG to film with us - but what we do care about is new infection rates of all STD's and HIV and that you are getting it taken care of.


We want our Models to feel comfortable and at home with us.  Everyone one has preferances and I'm sure we can't fill each and every request we do want to do our best. We want Chemistry on the set and we don't want people worried about who's got what and we sure don't want some snake crawling onto the set giving unwanted gifts. We are doing this in an attempt to match models by their preferance's, not only Top, Btm, Vers; but on preferances such as Condom or BB, Turn On's or Off's, Kink's, and Status Preferance!  After all, who wants to see a limp dick because the model isn't into it or scared.


There are a lot of Bugs to work out to this policy and we welcome any suggestions and comments from you  because to be quite frank - this is a big subject!

Strong Role Models

We have a few "Newbies" as fans and there are a few things that I think you should catch up on:

I wanna start by say thanks for all the comments that we have recieved not only here but especially on Facebook - (sorry, but you'd have to be on our friends list to view that).  I especially wanna thank those who are in the business and spoke so franky on the subject.  We had not one bad comment about our post, except from the model who's blog I quoted from.  I follow this blog close and have for long time, we had even asked for his advice on a few matters, but he didn't reply - but expected some sort of Loyality.  There are many in this business we have asked for help from and are Loyal to Those Who Are Loyal to Us.  He of course was very upset and even accused me of using him in some sort of way to promote our own agenda.  He was really childish when both Pito and I tried to talk to him about it, just so worried about our readers finding out who I was talking about.  I didn't quote my sorce for this post like I would have if I'd been writing a paper for school- Maybe I should have?  At any rate, rest assure man - many on facebook have tried to guess who we were speaking of and not a one mentioned your name, That's the God's Honest Truth.  LOL, Maybe you're not as famous as you thought you were?  At any rate, we have nothing but luv for this man's work and know his success will continue despite anything from the STM blog.

This is a hot issue and a lot of people have a lot to say about it.  We realize there are people who like to go to the bathhouses or circut paties and fuck them up raw and then go around talking shit about everyone else, that's just gay men and our society - porn star or business man.  But this hypocrisy is just crazy, the models are blaming the companys that they are working for and the companys are blaming society.  Personally I don't give a fuck if you go Bareback or you are Safe, I just want you to do it correctly and don't stand up and proclaim yourself a Strong Role Model  (of any color) when you're doing it wrong.  You should be setting the standards - not part of the problem.

Something I read the other day on a Blog was some talk about how some Black men would never bottom for someone outside their race.  This isn't the first time I've heard this, I've even had it said to my face.  I realize this is another hot topic issue and I'm not trying to get into all that too.  But I don't understand all this, if you follow our blog you will know that I was raised by My Grandparents.  Now we lived just 10 - 15 miles or so from the states KKK Headquarters.  Now believe this or not, I was not raised in a racist house at all.  My Grandfather was a History and Social Studies teacher as well as a BasketBall Coach in an Urban School 25 some miles away.  I've been around every color of the rainbow all my life and never been treated badly by anyone because of race - I guess being the Coaches Grandson was the reason?  I've dated every color of man I can find and One of my first Highschool Boyfriends was named Gerald (can you guess what color? lol) So long story short I never seen Racist Behavor in life until I moved to Indy some 14 years ago.  The first Bruh I ever had a problem with was named Darrell, the man hated my guts only because of my skin color.  It was really tough for me to understand, but we worked together for a few years and I finally got the just of his anger.  He never did grow to like me, but he respected me and that ment way more me.  I realize there are a lot of White people out there who still have a problem with not only Black, but every race.  But I'm bombarded almost daily by hatred - for what?  Why can't we take the color equassion out of all this, Gay life is hard enough without having to be split between ourselves.

 I brought all this up because the post that got me going the other day also spoke about this subject as well as Strong Black Role Models.  Well I want to introduce you to one who I not only feel is one hell of a Role Model, but the majority of the country will back me on that and I image you all will too.

Mr. Pito Savage

Pito grew up on the streets of the Bronx in what best I can tell a large and loving family.  They didn't have a lot of money and did what they had to to get by.  He started Stripping in the Clubs of NYC around the age of 16, Joined the Military at the age of 18.  He's served 15 years for his country, been over seas and though the years had hundreds of men serving under him.  He's had a brilliant military career and has the medals on the wall and in the cases to prove it.  Not only all this, but he is the Father of 4 great kids - never missed a birthday or a child support payment (that's all you need to know about that)

I met Pito at the end of his marriage, He hit me up one day on a hook up site with a profile without a picture.  Now I usually didn't even respond to those but for some reason that day I did.  We chatted for a bit and then he flooded my inbox full of pics.

I was always really amazed that Pito even hit me up, you see I was 6 months into knowing that I was HIV+.  Now at the time I was working at a Level 1 Trama Unit here in Indy.  It's one of 2 here in Indiana and also happens to be the County Hospital.  Now working in an Urban Hospital you are exposed to God knows what from God knows where, I've had it all splashed on me and then some.  Now Aug of 06 I had just passed HIV and an Everything test and was cool, I was also single and breaking a lot of rubbers and had a couple of regular FB who I may have gotten too comfortable with.  Dec. 27, 2006 I went to work and looked up the labs I had ran on my self before the holiday.  I sat in front of a PC Monitor and looked at my test results, this is how I found out I was Poz.  I waisted no time, grabed the first Doctor I could see and got me a script for Atripla.  4 days later I change my status on all my profiles and started making the calls to "friends" who should know.  I have never hid or lied about my status - and it's not always been easy.  I've been undectable and healty since April '07.  I've had people say all kinds of shit to me, very little of it worth repeating - but always stood my ground. Where am I going with this?


Pito knew I was HIV+ the moment he looked at my profile, in fact he says it was the honesty of the profile that attracted him.  I think it was the picture.

Pito and I dated for month before having sex but when we did have sex it was totally safe in everyway.  We actually sucked each others dicks with condoms on, we ate each other before anal sex, and of course fucked with rubbers.  During this time, Pito educated himself and I pointed him towards the right info on the net.  Now with the info he learned, some that I supplied him with, and a one on one convo with my Dr - Pito and I are totally Bareback couple and have been for over 3 years now.  In our bedroom cum not only flys on the walls but up the holes.  Pito was HIV- when we met and still is to this day, he has ate and had more of my cum up his bum than I can imagne.  This is the difference between knowing what you are doing and dealing with an Undectable HIV+ Male.  Education and taking care of yourself is the key to all this guys.  (Please check out our new link on Safer Sex.)

 Oh, and that brings me to another thing.  Lucky for Me and You, Pito has been sucking dick since he is 13.  Not only does he eat ass and fuck it, but he bends over and takes it -   He dosen't care if it's a memeber of his own race or not.  He has no racial hang ups or this bull shit that so many are using about serving the white man.  This is A REAL MAN.

A STRONG BLACK ROLE MODEL?

  or a

 Role Model for Us All!

Who's Fault Is It?

We don't wanna use this blog to publicly bash someone or even influence our readers one way or another.  However I just have to say something personally to a post I read on someone's blog.  Now first I have to say both Pito and I are long time fans of this dude and give nothing but love for his work.  I personally read his blog weekly and he has indirectly taught us a lot about this business.  I'm not going to mention his name or his blog because I don't really wanna start anything with him, but I just have to comment on "just a bit" of his post.

"a HIV Poz model tried to use fake Test results to work" "My safety was put at risk by some model who wanted a pay check" "Did the model purposely try to Fake US out??" "Why am I putting myself at risk just to film a porno?" "Whose fault is it?"

Now first off, I have so many things I'd like to say to this dude face to face.  But for now, I'll just say this here and hope that he and a few others might learn from this:

I don't know this model personaly, but I've read his blog weekly for a hell of a long time.  He (indirectly) was the inspiration for us to start our site and do a little porn ourselves.  We have nothing but respect for the work of his that we've seen.  But for as long as I can remember, this model ( and a lot of other's) have been preaching about Condom's, Safe Sex, and HIV.  Now I'm all for education and stopping the spread of everything.  Yet I see pics with this guy pissing in mouths, cumming all over their faces, freshly shaved ass's, crotch - fucking cum just flung everywhere!  (Wow, I'm getting myself hot)  And he likes or lets the same shit done back to him.  I have never seen him suck or get sucked with a condom on and can't recall seeing very many pics with anyone giving or recieving head with a rubber on.  You see these btms get rimmed all day long both before and after at least one dick had "slam fucked" the hell outta them.  These models eat that shit like it's Thanksgiving Dinner at Mom's, Is it safe to eat a tore up hole?  where's the Barrier?  And let's not forget people using rubber gloves to finger someone - and then eat their hole?

I'm really not getting this.  Piss, though it be sterile coming out - has the potential to infect you with a number of differnt things that no one wants.  I mean hell, you can't even go to a fast food place without having to worry about getting Hepatitus, why is it ok to drink piss at a party?  And the next time you wanna cum or want someone to cum on your face or ass remember that a pimple and/or a razor cut is an open sore just as your freshly fucked hole is that everyone wants to cum on or eat after they finger or fuck it. 

A couple years ago P and I decided to suck on this guys dick.  I bet together we sucked this dude for less than 5 mins, chemistry just wasn't there or something.  At any rate, it just so happened that I went on my scheduled check up a couple weeks later only to find out that this fucker had given me (later that day to find out, us) sysphillis.  Now we looked the dick over before we put our lips on it, the guy worked out, took care of himself, and during a short intro seemed cool enough.  I never would have guessed that we would end up getting sick from this fucker - and let me tell you boys THOSE FUCKING SHOTS HURT!

You claim and I'm sure you are to a point a Strong Black Role Model, Well if you're gonna preach "Safe Sex" - learn it first.  You are way old enough to know with all the people I've seen you preform with in Videos, read about you taking care of your "clients", and assume the people you have slept with becasue you liked them for one reason or anther - you've prob slept with a few poz people in your life.  It's all about safe sex right?  Also I encourage you and all our readers to learn your facts about HIV+ and especially Undectable HIV+.   In a lot of your post and with people I have spoken with through out the years, you seem to Isolate Poz  into some sort of group like they just nasty or something - maybe we should have all the HIV+ people put on some Secluded Island or something?   You are only falling Victim to and contributing to the problem.  No wonder the Model felt he had to lie, he was being discriminated against not only by a company he wanted to work for, other models, and a large part of society.  What he did was wrong, I'll admit that. 

But I have to ask, " Who's Fault Is It?" 

Well I challange You and Our readers to Really Educate youselves about not only HIV but all the other things out there.

Thanks,
Rick Talons

In The Beginning...

We though you guys might like to see some pics taken during our first year together.  As you can see they are well logo-ed with an old name, but we think you will like.

Vacation Shots

This post was indirectly named by our friend Howard.

Here are some Random shots from our Latest Vacation.

Just a quick up date to keep you guys informed of what we are doing.  We've been looking all over the Orlando/Kissimmee for a house to buy - it's been like throwing darts at a map without knowing the area any better than we do.  So we've decided to do the smart thing and just do a short lease until we get fimiliar with the area and of couse there are a lot of deals in this market and we wanna take out time and make out as well as we can.  I looks as if things here in Indy can't be cleared up as quickly as hoped so we are actully gonna have to maintain both residence's for a few months.  Sounds like a pain in the ass?

My Hubby!!!!

I just want to get a soft spot for a hot minute and give my man a shout out for all he has done for me, and how much he means to me.  Rick truly, truly is the best thing that has ever entered my life next to my children of course.  He looks after my health and well being more than I do myself and I just want the world to know how special he is to me and I love him dearly.  No one else could love me more than he has. I don't know how I would have made it through all of my surgeries if it was not for him and that's REAL TALK!!!, I know sometimes I can be bull headed as he calls it, but trust me I listen to every bitching word he gets in my ass over.  I still remember the first day I met him and shocked the shit outta him when I showed up to his house in my uniform, we still laugh about that shit till this day. He's so damn funny and silly at times and I truly have a weak spot for him.......The first time I seen him I honestly fell in love with him. He sent this pic to me and it was all over, this fuker was in the bag for sure......the black ice logo is something we came up with later on down the road...lol......Love you Boo!!!, FOR LIFE!